Feeling ill

I have been feeling so sick for the past few months and I wish I could figure out why. It is so frustrating feeling awful and not having any answers as to why, and being uninsured is not helping. I get so frustrating because I never feel well and it seems like everyone thinks I take it out on them, and I dont mean to. I love my friends and family and I never intend to hurt them in any way. I know that things will happen when they are supposed to so I am being as patient as I can and I know things will get figured out.